I have attempted not to have a blog. I figured it was just something else I would have to keep up with after our son is born. After careful review and consideration, we feel it would be best b/c it will help our loved ones who live out of state to keep up with how things are going.
We are a little over 34 weeks pregnant. In approximately 5 weeks we will have a c-section for the birth of our son. Am I scared? Absolutely! There are so many things that could go wrong. I try to be as positive as possible, but there are complications that could arise from any surgery. My biggest thing is that I have tried to give this to God to watch over and handle, but I keep taking it back. I know that once I give something to him, I am supposed to let him handle it, but. . . I guess I still want to hold on to this worry a little longer to make myself worry even more. The saving grace is that my husband is the calming side to our marriage. He is the voice of reason even when I can't see the reasoning or why he is saying what he is saying. He helps me realize that regardless of how we want things to go, God is in control and things will go according to God's plan, not ours.
